Tuesday, March 25, 2014

Friendship Stream

Graceful stream far and wide
Emanating its grandeur
Splashing its ever cooling drops
Lovely are its naked beams of light
Shows forth glowing sun beams
Penetrating heart and soul of me

Bewitching my dry soul
An ultimate pleasure ever graceful
Inviting my soul to draw nearer
Soothing every fibre of my being
A beauty yonder countenance

Oh! stream, you drift never ceasing
Your destination unchanging
You are restless until you find rest
You keep destiny ever in mind
Destiny greets you with utmost joy

Oh! a stream called friendship
Serene gentle moments we share
Memories penetrate the being
Moments of joy splash into our souls
Souls meet souls in friendship

Friendship, you’re a pleasure
You clothe my heart with golden robe
Causing it to beat ever after
You tingle every inner self
You’re a beauty beyond expression

Friendship, you splash your love on me
Splashed drops dry as if love faded
You move onto your destiny awaiting
Memories fresh and green but in pain
But you’re still precious to me

Jerri Melwin Dias SJ


Tuesday, February 11, 2014

My Soul Thirst for You

 Oh sweetest love of my life
You linger in my hearts strife
Blessed memories prick my soul
Eternally painfully crying in my being
Beloved as evermore with beauty divine
Spotless you came to my existence
Enlightened my soul with cheer
Until at last rested my soul in jeer
You are precious as always to my being
The sound of your gentle steps
Whiz my ears with soothing accord
Your being freshens my soul
Your smell perfumes my nostrils
Memories fresh and agile
No use of lengthy poems
Songs sung in the heart go waste
Just to prompt that you are somewhere
Somewhere around me and within me
Will you remain as memory?
Please enlighten my entire being
Feels you are gone from my sight
Are you gone?
Just like the perfume of the rose
Which disappears at the dusk
You are precious to me
“Chosen by God” is my axiom to console
God has abandoned my being
My soul thirsts for you dawn to dusk
God tries to quench my soul with good things
The people I encounter satiate my thirst
Can my love be my quencher of thirst?
A real thirst within remains forevermore
Will my desire go null and void?
Will you come and rescue my soul
For it’s in the desert looking for an oasis
God tell me who is my quencher of thirst? 

Thursday, February 6, 2014

A Simmering Silence

Bicentenary of the Restoration of the Society of Jesus

 The Society of Jesus was suppressed in 1773 by a Franciscan Pope Clement XIV with is document “Dominus ac Redemptor” and the it was restored in 1814 by “Sollicitudo Omnium Ecclesiarum” of Pope Pius VII, a Benedictine. What happened between these two events? Why was there a prolonged silence? My reflections are based on the article written by Fr. Freddy D’Silva of the Karnataka Jesuit province titled, ‘a prolonged Holy Saturday.’
It was during the time of Fr Lorenzo Ricci, the then general of the Society of Jesus, the papal suppression of the Society of Jesus was promulgated. The document “Dominus ac Redemptor” came into effect when the local Bishop or the delegate from the Vatican read it out. The delegate from the Vatican read it at the Gesu; Fr Lorenzo Ricci and his Assistants were first placed under house arrest. Then they were taken to the Vatican prison where they were subject to unnecessary and inhuman treatment. Fr Lorenzo was not allowed heat his room in the dead of the cold, and his food ration was halved. He was kept in a solitary confinement without any access to outside contact, not even the prison guards. He was not allowed to say mass. The new Pope Pius VI was well disposed to Jesuits and wanted to the release of Fr Lorenzo, but Fr Lorenzo died in the prison before Pope Pius VI became Pope. The new Pope with his advisers decided to give a solemn funeral for Fr Lorenzo and he be interred in the Church of Gesu.
Let us see what happened in that 41 years of suppression of the Society of Jesus; for it was suppressed by Pope Cement XIV “for all eternity.” What happened to 23,000 Jesuits all over the world, of which nearly 15,000 were in the field of education and clergy formation while another 4,000 were in distant missions? They were subject to suppression, poverty and persecution. In some places after the document was implemented, the Jesuits were expelled, communities were dispersed. On the whole most of them were succumbed to suppression; indeed a painful end. Nevertheless some countries they were treated with consideration, allowed to keep their missions and retain their corporate ownership of some houses. About 25 ex-Jesuits died martyrs in the French Revolution, 46 were made Bishops. One among them was first Archbishop of Baltimore, John Carroll. Jesuit educational institutions were taken over by the State system of education. The Jesuit libraries were handed over to other Religious Orders or State libraries. Most of the thriving missions in Americas, Africa, India and China suffered for want of missionaries.
The Prussian Lutheran monarch, Fredrick II and the Russian Orthodox monarch Catherine II refused to let the promulgation of the papal document of the suppression of the Society to be implemented in their kingdoms. Don’t think they did that for the love of the Society but for their own self-interest. In Prussia there were 400 Jesuits in 1773 and in Russia too there were 201 Jesuits who were very much involved in education apostolate. The two monarchs did not want to see the downfall of the education in their respective kingdoms. In the course of the suppression period, the number of Jesuits decreased significantly but as few as 2000 brave Jesuits constantly renewed their vows and remained faithful to their Jesuits way of life in their consciences. Some of the ex-Jesuits grouped themselves under the names like the ‘Fathers of the Heart of Jesus’, ‘Fathers of the Holy Name of Jesus, and ‘Fathers of the Faith of Jesus.’ Therefore, there was a simmering presence of Jesuits in the form of underground presence in most part of Europe except in Russia where the Clementine document was never permitted to promulgate and where the Jesuits lived openly.
There was a chaotic situation in Russia where Jesuits who were active began to dwindle and insisted that they too cease to be active Jesuits because of the painful suppression of the Society all over the world. But Pope Clement never insisted to suppress the Society in Russia because of the fear of the Bourbon Princess.
After the death of Pope Clement XIV in September 1774, Pope Pius VI succeeded. The new pope was subtly in favour to Jesuits and their work but he did not approve of them formally because of the fear of antagonising of the powerful princes and politicians. He gave a verbal approval to restart the novitiate in Russia and convene General Congregation to elect a Superior General who they named ‘Permanent Vicar General.’ Hearing the news about the novitiate Russia many ex-Jesuits went to Russia to join the surviving Jesuits. One of them was Fr Gruber who became later Superior General of the Society in Russia. Another was Luigi Fortis who was a scholastic at the time of suppression and became a diocesan priest. Now he joined the Society and was the first General of the Society elected by the first General Congregation of the restored Society. Many of the young men also joined the ‘Fathers of the Faith’ which had faithfully preserved the structure of Jesuit way of life. Thus many of these men came to fulfil important responsibilities in the restored Society after 1814.
The French Revolution and Napoleon’s depredations shook all of Europe and its Princes. The Papacy too was profoundly shaken. Pope Pius VI was taken prisoner by the French troops and died a prisoner in 1799. The same year St Joseph Pignatelli renewed his vows as the member of the Russian Society. Pope Pius VII was elected in 1800. He expressed publicly his desire to restore the Society of Jesus. In 1801 he issued a document ‘Catholicae Fidei’ through which he approved the existing Society. He encouraged the former Jesuits to re-join. Pignatelli became Provincial of Italy in 1804. He became instrumental in restoring the Society in Italy thus encouraging the Jesuits to re-join all over the world. Sadly he died 3 years before the glorious restoration of the Society on 15 November 1811. The Society continued to grow and with 600 Jesuits altogether in Italy and Russia the universal restoration of the Society takes place on 07 August 1814.
During the 40 dark years between suppression and restoration, the Society Ignatian Spirituality continue simmer like an undying flame. This captured many young hearts who re-joined when the Society was restored. Most important aspects that kept the flame of Ignatian spirit to simmer were Marian Congregations, also called Sodalities, with their rule of life, devotional practices and apostolic outreach. Jesuit authors were still read. The catechism of Bellarmine and Peter Canisius continued to be used. These became tools to keep the Society during suppression.
In the Bull of Restoration “Solicitudo Omnium Ecclesiarum” of 07 August 1814, Pope Pius VII was in high praise of Jesuits and called on the Jesuits to continue in the spirit of their founder Ignatius and his charism. This was a milestone for the Society of Jesus and a glorious day when the Society was reborn.
We know from the above reflection how the Society of Jesus kept its flame simmering in a chaotic and painful silence. Many Jesuits of the restored Society were jubilant because they were able to re-join and built their Jesuit family again. We have to admire the sacrifice of Fr Lorenzo and Popes Pius VI and VII whose contribution became corner stones to Restore the Society. Efforts of the many Jesuits in Russia and Italy must be appreciated without whose undying and relentless work the Restoration would not have been possible. It is they who kept the Ignatian fire burning despite the persecution and oppression. Therefore as we celebrate the Bicentenary of the Restoration the Society, we shall reflect on these 40 silent simmering years and how the society passed through a valley of darkness. God lead the Jesuits through the dark valley to a green pasture with care and great love.



Thursday, November 14, 2013

Football Joy

Football is the first thing that comes to our mind when we think of Brazil. Football is the most popular game in Brazil. Every corner of the street you see children playing football by placing their flip-flops as the goal post. This is the passion of Brazil. If I am not mistaken Brazil has won five times the world cup. Apart from the national football team, there are clubs that keep people busy.
I had a scary encounter with a group of football fans who were completely drunk and were blocking the road in celebration of their club’s win. I was driving to a place and suddenly I encounter this huge group of young men on the road. They asked me stop the car, which I had to. Then they spread the flag of their club over my car. At this point I was helpless inside the car. They were all over the car, taking photos and celebrating. Though I was a little scared I kept my calm. After 5 minutes or so, they cleared the way for me go my way, which I did but it was a hard task since they were all over the place. This is really an unpleasant experience for me but for the fans it is a celebration. I liked the part when one of the fans to me that he was sorry as I was leaving that group.
As I was making my way to my destiny, another fan shoved a firecracker under a bus, which was just in front of my car. I thought the bus would catch fire, but the driver of the bus drove off because confronting the group will be too dangerous. This is another incident that I experienced within the time of 20 minutes. Is this the way to celebrate the joy of winning football?
Another experience I would like to share; the following day I was jogging on the main street of my area. I was concentrating on my jogging, and all of a sudden a fan of football decided to throw a fire cracket under a truck, which was just behind me. The sound of the firecracker really penetrated my eardrums and scared me to death. Is this the way to celebrate the joy of winning football?
These are the three unpleasant experiences that I witnessed in two days time. I not too big fan of football, but I do enjoy the game. I am not fanatic about football, for that matter any sport, but I do play to relax myself. I am not against anyone playing football, we need to play, we need to support our club, we need to part of a team, we need to celebrate the victory of our team, But how do we celebrate it, by harming others and by disturbing the public. Anyone would agree with me that is not the way to show our joy by becoming a public nuisance.

Our joy should not a pain for others, and then there is no meaning for our joy and celebration. But our joy should be a joy of other too. It is important that one celebrates one’s joyful moment with others but should be in a peaceful and soothing way, which eventually make that person to share with you. If on the contrary if it become a pain for others, the joy has no meaning in it. May be it is just a momentary show off kind of joy, that does not last very long. We got to choose the joy that lasts long and impacts others around us.

Saturday, November 9, 2013

Canção de Despedida

Gostaria de cantar, esse canção pra você
Uma canção de saudade, não fácil pra cantar

Palavras não me saem, ficam no fundo de mim
Vocês estão acolhedores, pessoas de bondade
Não me esqueci hoje, sua abraços para mim

É hora de partir, hora de tristeza
Vou guardar todos vocês, em minha coração
Não me esqueci hoje, seu amor para mim

Vocês merecemos, o amor de Deus Pai
Lembranças nunca esquecerei, estarei orado por ti
Deus abençoe vocês, demais hoje e sempre






(photo: Jerri Dias, at Rio Acima, MG, Brazil)

Friday, October 4, 2013

Facebook Personality


"I am not good enough" "I am tired" "I am in bed" "depressed" these are the posts came across on my friends Facebook wall. Every human person needs a platform to shore and express one's feelings and sentiments. In the classic age people had several opportunities to express their thoughts both personal and general. They had platforms like a market square, newspapers, cafeterias etc. That more of in the context of physical presence whilst expression of one's ideas and feelings. It was always one on one. It was largely because of the lack of development in technology. They had to be physically present to express their feelings and sentiments; of course they had post mails.
The Facebook account have crossed than a billion mark today, and India is the second after the USA to have largest number of Facebook accounts. Facebook has made access easier through an email account to which their account will be linked to. Let me not discuss the technicalities of Facebook but rather concentrate on Facebook as platform to express one’s feelings and thus lose or gain a personality.
When I meet young people today, conversation ends with asking for Facebook friendship; worse still Facebook itself suggests friends who you might have met for a second or seen from distance because that friend is hooked to your friends friend. Therefore, it’s all about friendship. Initially, when I knew nothing about Facebook, I used to post about my goings; where I am and where I am going and so on. This by and large made my friends to know where exactly I am.
Someone told me that Facebook had given that person a personality, which anteriorly he did not have. What does this mean? I was trying to unpack the statement, ‘Facebook had given personality back’. It is true, probably the person was posting his depressing life on the wall, and in return person’s friends replied and liked to his post and encouraged him to start a new. Or probably person feels that Facebook is a kind of online psychotherapy. Is it true? Facebook has its advantages and disadvantages. I don’t have to elaborate this, since we hear about it in the media.
Privacy is sacred for a person; meaning to say, every one of us needs privacy, whether it’s physical or psychological. I think the Facebook has revolutionized the concept of privacy, in regards to one’s life. When one expresses his feelings on the Facebook, he loses his privacy obviously, but in return the person might feel free and relieved. This has reduced the work of going to the psychologist! Therefore everyone know everyone, everyone knows everyone’s privacy, no more private. One becomes a public figure. I am not judging here, whether it is good or not, rather want to reflect with you all.
The Facebook has reduced a physical contact with each other, since we don’t have to be present physically to converse or express. One can sit in Brazil and express his feelings to one who in Australia in a matter of seconds and another person in India can complement or like the conversation or feelings expressed. Does human person needs a physical contact in life? Most of us would say, YES, we need a physical touch of another person to express one’s love towards the other. Every human being needs warmth in the form of a hug or a mere handshake or an eye contact. This is significant for us because we are social animals.
The Facebook elevates human personality or depreciates human personality? This is the crucial question for me. If it does, well cheers to you but if it doesn’t then we are missing a slither in our lives.