Sunday, April 20, 2014

The Joy of Good Friday

It is noteworthy, that people in large numbers flock to the churches on Good Friday. On this day every Christian goes to church to witness the dramatic reading of the Passion of Christ. It is dramatic because it happened several hundreds years ago, but most people witness it as if it is happening at the moment. Some of us feel the extreme brutality done against a just man, who was indeed a saviour; saviour not only in religious terms but he was a saviour for scores of people suffering the atrocities of the powerful in the time of Jesus in Jerusalem.
Have you wondered like me, why do people flock to Church on Good Friday and not for the Easter Vigil? Easter is a significant event in the life of every Christian, because it is through the mystery of resurrection that Jesus Christ accomplishes the mission of saving us from the bondage of sin and death. Why do we stay at Good Friday or we rather prefer to hear Good Friday stories? We remain in that mood of quietness like the disciples post death of Jesus. The one of the most moving liturgies that inspires me is the liturgy of the Good Friday. It is unique in itself, which by and large projects emptiness or a total sadness. It is not only a public show of Jesus suffering death through stations of the Cross but most importantly it is one’s personal connectedness to the suffering and death of Jesus. I have always had this personal connectedness to the event of Jesus’ suffering and death. This is the only event in the life of Jesus that makes my heart cumbersome, and to be blunt, when Jesus utters those last words “It is Finished” that my heart really melts and my eyes water with grief and mourning. This has been my experience right from my childhood. The reading of the passion is the makes me move with compassion for Jesus.
Two important reflections come to my rescue at this point, firstly, we are a suffering humanity hence Jesus’ suffering and death coincides that of our own suffering and death, secondly, we are moved by the ultimate sacrifice that Christ made on Good Friday for the love that he has for the humanity.
Jesus was divine and human; thence there was a certain amount of tension as how He can speak to the humanity. Christ becoming man materialized the Trinitarian work of salvation. Every human person had to go through suffering and death. Every person had to encounter suffering and death; deal with it. Jesus Christ had to speak the language of humanity despite His divine powers which might have made Him a Son of God right away, but then it would not have had a greater impact. He had to struggle right from His childhood to the Cross. Jesus spoke the ultimate human language of suffering and death. Most of us associate our suffering with that of Christ, hence making us to remain at the foot of the Cross and weep. Some prefer to console themselves by comparing one’s sufferings to that of Christ. This helps one to realize that suffering is not always bad, even Christ, the Son of God had to undergo. Probably this makes us empathize with Christ and subsequently helps one to self empathize. Sometimes it is significant to show our suffering then to supress it, may be on Good Friday it is an opportunity to show one’s own suffering to each other. We might not show it forthrightly but when we participate in Christ’s suffering together as community, we try to express that we are not free of suffering. We try to say to each other that we are on the equal scale when it comes to suffering. Therefore, I think we would like to remain at the foot of the Cross, in other words we would like to remain at Good Friday. It might be awkward for someone to smile in a funeral house; hence one might very well prefer to stay with Christ’s suffering and death on the Cross.
In John’s Gospel we hear the last words of Jesus, “it is finished”; what did Jesus meant by that? This is the one phrase of Jesus tingles my spine. The breath of Jesus left his young and energetic body. Did it really finish?
Pope Benedict has a small extract in the book “Jesus of Nazareth,” in the Greek text, this word finished (tetélestai) points back to the very beginning of the Passion narrative, to the episode of the washing of the feet, which the evangelist introduces by observing that Jesus loved his own “to the end (télos)”. This “end”, this ne plus ultra of loving, is now attained in the moment of death. He has truly gone right to the end, to the very limit and even beyond that limit. He has accomplished the utter fullness of love – he has given himself.
It is an ultimate sacrifice of love for his people. He is like the paschal candle burnt him so that we can have light and life. Throughout the Lent we commemorate the suffering and the death of Christ through Stations of the Cross. I have had most spiritually uplifting experiences during the Stations of the Cross. It is a dramatic witnessing of Christ’s love for us. Subsequently it makes me ask this question, am I willing to give my life for someone else? Easier said than done, it is almost impossible for most of us to die the most brutal death for someone else. It is the ultimate gesture of love. Jesus showed through his own example that he gave everything to the humanity, including his own life. “It is finished” is the most assuring words of Jesus, meaning, that Jesus knows that he has accomplished his mission on earth; Christ showed how to love God and love one’s neighbour. That is why we would like to remain on Good Friday, because of the ultimate gesture of Christ’s love for the humanity.
Remaining on Good Friday makes us not sad persons but makes us realize that we take part in Christ’s suffering and death; Christ had to suffer so that we get life. We remain in that experience of love of Christ sacrifice on the Cross.  




Thursday, April 10, 2014

My Last Seven Words

Oh my beloved people so close
I cared for thou whist in agony
You kicked me until my heart torn
Still my prayer sustains you
Abba forgive our own blood
They art not knoweth their actions

My soul longs for thou my people
Like a mother yearns to see her baby
Thou art hence precious to me
My paradise greets you
You will be in my paradise always

I created you in my own image
You’re in my wounded heart
My mother is so wonderful
Now she is your mother beloved
I am her son bruised and strewn

My body is torn into pieces
Nails rip through my tender bones
Flog penetrate my flesh
Oh God, I cannot take it anymore
Why have you left me to suffer?

I walked the corners of Jerusalem
My heart cried for the lowly
Hungry and thirsty ate from me
But now I cried for water on the cross
Yet, instead you gave me vinegar

My heart sought you whilst you astray
I gave you a light yoke for you
With me you had all comfort
Why did you give me a heavy Cross-?
I am finished on that cross

I breathed life into the lifeless
My spirit revived thou soul
Beloved, you mounted me on this wood
I cannot breathe anymore
Father, into your hands I commend my spirit

Poem inspired from the last seven words of Jesus on the Cross
Jerri Melwin Dias SJ

Saturday, April 5, 2014

Suffering Saviour
















You shepherd me oh Lord
When my direction is bleak
Unceasing care covers my heart
Fills my being with refreshing waters
I ask, is this my destiny?

Shepherd turns into lamb
A lamb in the slaughterhouse
Innocent before the slaughterer
Towards a journey so painful
I ask again, is this your way?

An ultimate judge you’re oh Lord
Stand trial amidst devouring supremacies
None to defend innocent lamb
Condemned to a journey to Calvary
I ask yet again, is that what you wanted?

Oh my Lord, you on a painful journey
Bruised and derided beyond dignity
Whipped and stripped like a criminal
Mutilation tears your heart to pieces
I ask once again, how can I be help to you?

Oh Lord, my heart dripping with sorrow
See Christ’s body broken and torn
Hopelessness is the food for homeless
Destitution rips Jesus heart into million pieces
I ask again, how can I doctor your woods?

Oh Lord, you’re abandoned by everyone
You grieve through heart of aging
Christ an abandoned by His own
Elderly left in the rut of sadness
I ask yet again, why have I abandoned Christ?

Oh Lord, you’re so beautiful to me
Your bruising and torn body intact
You’re close to the broken hearted
Come back to darn your body yet again
I ask again, when will you come?

Jerri Melwin Dias SJ
A poem inspired by the stations of the Cross

Wednesday, April 2, 2014

Lent: A Journey of Love


Many times people ask me as to what have I given up for this Lent? Many Catholics decide to forgo something for the season of Lent; may be meat, alcohol, chocolate, biscuits, smoking and so on. Apart from material forgoing, some make decision to forgo the things that help them to rediscover God in their lives. Why do we do that in the Lent alone? Why can’t we do other time of the year? What makes Lent so significant for the people of God?
Lent is one of the important seasons in the Catholic Liturgical Calendar. It is a season of Grace; a grace poured into our hearts ever since we were born. We grow into an awareness of this grace and renew our relationship with God. In this season we are invited to reflect on our lives and realign our lives towards God. Lent offers us an opportunity to retrospect our commitment to God through prayer, fasting, almsgiving and penance. We acknowledge that we are weak and fragile before God despite our technological advancements. We turn towards to God so that he can work in us through his mercy and compassion. We also recognise our love for God and love for our neighbour. Hence it is a time for fixing our relationship with God.  
Lent means ‘spring’; it is a springtime where we are renewed and refreshed through the Lenten observances. We are washed clean so that we enter into paschal mysteries of Christ death and resurrection. The Latin based language use the word “Quaresma” for Lent, which simply means 40 days. After the baptism, Jesus was tempted and tried in the desert for 40 days and 40 nights whilst he was in prayer and fasting. Thus, the Church invites the faithful to reflect on one’s own life in order to be aware that we are also tempted in our every day life. Temptation is part of human life, but how do we deal with it, is more important than dwelling on the issue of temptation.
The four pillars of Lent, prayer, penance, almsgiving and fasting help not only the people in need but makes us empathise with the poor, in other words it makes us feel the pain of the needy; for instance, when we fast, we feel the hunger that a poor person goes through. These pillars help us to mend and to deepen our relationship with God. How am I going to observe these fourfold pillars? Jesus focuses on the aspect of humility in our Lenten observances. God knows our hearts and minds; therefore I need not showcase my Lenten observances. Hence Jesus’ words come true, those who humble themselves will be exalted and vice versa.
When we invite guests to our homes for dinner, we make sure we prepare well in advance with a careful style. Each of us is invited to prepare ourselves for Lent. We can prepare it spiritually and religiously with the four pillars as help. What is that God wants to give me or show during this Lent? As I deepen my relationship with God, subsequently God wants to show himself to me. Let me sit back and listen to His voice. Probably, God wants to give me something; a gift or may be God wants to free me from something that hinders my relationship with Him. It is important for me to open to His call to freedom. We need to identify the things that come between God and myself, hence erasing the block.
We are in an extremely fast growing world, where we don’t have much time to stand and stare. It is significant to find some time off for prayer, may be 10 minutes a day. In this busy world of ours, we are glued to our own little gadgets like smart phones, televisions, computer, Facebook, movies etc. It is significant for us to find some time for our own families. Can I eat one meal together with my own family, and share the fellowship as Jesus shared with His disciples on the Last Supper? Sacred Scripture help us understand the meaning of life. They give food for our thought and heart. Can I spend a few minutes to read the Sacred Scriptures? They nourish us and help us comprehend that the Love of God has. This Love will conquer our hearts and give energy move on in life.



Tuesday, March 25, 2014

Friendship Stream

Graceful stream far and wide
Emanating its grandeur
Splashing its ever cooling drops
Lovely are its naked beams of light
Shows forth glowing sun beams
Penetrating heart and soul of me

Bewitching my dry soul
An ultimate pleasure ever graceful
Inviting my soul to draw nearer
Soothing every fibre of my being
A beauty yonder countenance

Oh! stream, you drift never ceasing
Your destination unchanging
You are restless until you find rest
You keep destiny ever in mind
Destiny greets you with utmost joy

Oh! a stream called friendship
Serene gentle moments we share
Memories penetrate the being
Moments of joy splash into our souls
Souls meet souls in friendship

Friendship, you’re a pleasure
You clothe my heart with golden robe
Causing it to beat ever after
You tingle every inner self
You’re a beauty beyond expression

Friendship, you splash your love on me
Splashed drops dry as if love faded
You move onto your destiny awaiting
Memories fresh and green but in pain
But you’re still precious to me

Jerri Melwin Dias SJ


Tuesday, February 11, 2014

My Soul Thirst for You

 Oh sweetest love of my life
You linger in my hearts strife
Blessed memories prick my soul
Eternally painfully crying in my being
Beloved as evermore with beauty divine
Spotless you came to my existence
Enlightened my soul with cheer
Until at last rested my soul in jeer
You are precious as always to my being
The sound of your gentle steps
Whiz my ears with soothing accord
Your being freshens my soul
Your smell perfumes my nostrils
Memories fresh and agile
No use of lengthy poems
Songs sung in the heart go waste
Just to prompt that you are somewhere
Somewhere around me and within me
Will you remain as memory?
Please enlighten my entire being
Feels you are gone from my sight
Are you gone?
Just like the perfume of the rose
Which disappears at the dusk
You are precious to me
“Chosen by God” is my axiom to console
God has abandoned my being
My soul thirsts for you dawn to dusk
God tries to quench my soul with good things
The people I encounter satiate my thirst
Can my love be my quencher of thirst?
A real thirst within remains forevermore
Will my desire go null and void?
Will you come and rescue my soul
For it’s in the desert looking for an oasis
God tell me who is my quencher of thirst? 

Thursday, February 6, 2014

A Simmering Silence

Bicentenary of the Restoration of the Society of Jesus

 The Society of Jesus was suppressed in 1773 by a Franciscan Pope Clement XIV with is document “Dominus ac Redemptor” and the it was restored in 1814 by “Sollicitudo Omnium Ecclesiarum” of Pope Pius VII, a Benedictine. What happened between these two events? Why was there a prolonged silence? My reflections are based on the article written by Fr. Freddy D’Silva of the Karnataka Jesuit province titled, ‘a prolonged Holy Saturday.’
It was during the time of Fr Lorenzo Ricci, the then general of the Society of Jesus, the papal suppression of the Society of Jesus was promulgated. The document “Dominus ac Redemptor” came into effect when the local Bishop or the delegate from the Vatican read it out. The delegate from the Vatican read it at the Gesu; Fr Lorenzo Ricci and his Assistants were first placed under house arrest. Then they were taken to the Vatican prison where they were subject to unnecessary and inhuman treatment. Fr Lorenzo was not allowed heat his room in the dead of the cold, and his food ration was halved. He was kept in a solitary confinement without any access to outside contact, not even the prison guards. He was not allowed to say mass. The new Pope Pius VI was well disposed to Jesuits and wanted to the release of Fr Lorenzo, but Fr Lorenzo died in the prison before Pope Pius VI became Pope. The new Pope with his advisers decided to give a solemn funeral for Fr Lorenzo and he be interred in the Church of Gesu.
Let us see what happened in that 41 years of suppression of the Society of Jesus; for it was suppressed by Pope Cement XIV “for all eternity.” What happened to 23,000 Jesuits all over the world, of which nearly 15,000 were in the field of education and clergy formation while another 4,000 were in distant missions? They were subject to suppression, poverty and persecution. In some places after the document was implemented, the Jesuits were expelled, communities were dispersed. On the whole most of them were succumbed to suppression; indeed a painful end. Nevertheless some countries they were treated with consideration, allowed to keep their missions and retain their corporate ownership of some houses. About 25 ex-Jesuits died martyrs in the French Revolution, 46 were made Bishops. One among them was first Archbishop of Baltimore, John Carroll. Jesuit educational institutions were taken over by the State system of education. The Jesuit libraries were handed over to other Religious Orders or State libraries. Most of the thriving missions in Americas, Africa, India and China suffered for want of missionaries.
The Prussian Lutheran monarch, Fredrick II and the Russian Orthodox monarch Catherine II refused to let the promulgation of the papal document of the suppression of the Society to be implemented in their kingdoms. Don’t think they did that for the love of the Society but for their own self-interest. In Prussia there were 400 Jesuits in 1773 and in Russia too there were 201 Jesuits who were very much involved in education apostolate. The two monarchs did not want to see the downfall of the education in their respective kingdoms. In the course of the suppression period, the number of Jesuits decreased significantly but as few as 2000 brave Jesuits constantly renewed their vows and remained faithful to their Jesuits way of life in their consciences. Some of the ex-Jesuits grouped themselves under the names like the ‘Fathers of the Heart of Jesus’, ‘Fathers of the Holy Name of Jesus, and ‘Fathers of the Faith of Jesus.’ Therefore, there was a simmering presence of Jesuits in the form of underground presence in most part of Europe except in Russia where the Clementine document was never permitted to promulgate and where the Jesuits lived openly.
There was a chaotic situation in Russia where Jesuits who were active began to dwindle and insisted that they too cease to be active Jesuits because of the painful suppression of the Society all over the world. But Pope Clement never insisted to suppress the Society in Russia because of the fear of the Bourbon Princess.
After the death of Pope Clement XIV in September 1774, Pope Pius VI succeeded. The new pope was subtly in favour to Jesuits and their work but he did not approve of them formally because of the fear of antagonising of the powerful princes and politicians. He gave a verbal approval to restart the novitiate in Russia and convene General Congregation to elect a Superior General who they named ‘Permanent Vicar General.’ Hearing the news about the novitiate Russia many ex-Jesuits went to Russia to join the surviving Jesuits. One of them was Fr Gruber who became later Superior General of the Society in Russia. Another was Luigi Fortis who was a scholastic at the time of suppression and became a diocesan priest. Now he joined the Society and was the first General of the Society elected by the first General Congregation of the restored Society. Many of the young men also joined the ‘Fathers of the Faith’ which had faithfully preserved the structure of Jesuit way of life. Thus many of these men came to fulfil important responsibilities in the restored Society after 1814.
The French Revolution and Napoleon’s depredations shook all of Europe and its Princes. The Papacy too was profoundly shaken. Pope Pius VI was taken prisoner by the French troops and died a prisoner in 1799. The same year St Joseph Pignatelli renewed his vows as the member of the Russian Society. Pope Pius VII was elected in 1800. He expressed publicly his desire to restore the Society of Jesus. In 1801 he issued a document ‘Catholicae Fidei’ through which he approved the existing Society. He encouraged the former Jesuits to re-join. Pignatelli became Provincial of Italy in 1804. He became instrumental in restoring the Society in Italy thus encouraging the Jesuits to re-join all over the world. Sadly he died 3 years before the glorious restoration of the Society on 15 November 1811. The Society continued to grow and with 600 Jesuits altogether in Italy and Russia the universal restoration of the Society takes place on 07 August 1814.
During the 40 dark years between suppression and restoration, the Society Ignatian Spirituality continue simmer like an undying flame. This captured many young hearts who re-joined when the Society was restored. Most important aspects that kept the flame of Ignatian spirit to simmer were Marian Congregations, also called Sodalities, with their rule of life, devotional practices and apostolic outreach. Jesuit authors were still read. The catechism of Bellarmine and Peter Canisius continued to be used. These became tools to keep the Society during suppression.
In the Bull of Restoration “Solicitudo Omnium Ecclesiarum” of 07 August 1814, Pope Pius VII was in high praise of Jesuits and called on the Jesuits to continue in the spirit of their founder Ignatius and his charism. This was a milestone for the Society of Jesus and a glorious day when the Society was reborn.
We know from the above reflection how the Society of Jesus kept its flame simmering in a chaotic and painful silence. Many Jesuits of the restored Society were jubilant because they were able to re-join and built their Jesuit family again. We have to admire the sacrifice of Fr Lorenzo and Popes Pius VI and VII whose contribution became corner stones to Restore the Society. Efforts of the many Jesuits in Russia and Italy must be appreciated without whose undying and relentless work the Restoration would not have been possible. It is they who kept the Ignatian fire burning despite the persecution and oppression. Therefore as we celebrate the Bicentenary of the Restoration the Society, we shall reflect on these 40 silent simmering years and how the society passed through a valley of darkness. God lead the Jesuits through the dark valley to a green pasture with care and great love.